So. Went to a StarWars Marathon yesterday.
Found out this morning that they pulled the plug last night.
It was fun.
I've been waiting for them to for over a month.
I'm Han Solo's newest fangirl. =D
Not like I wasn't expecting it...
It was pretty cool.
We knew she wasn't going to come out of it.
I get why it's so damn huge.
We've known that for a few weeks.
I think I'm one of Star War's newly recruited fangirls.
Though it's still surprising for some reason.
I wonder if they have a Star Wars fanpeople camp somewhere...
I feel like an ass.
It's be cool.
We can't go to the funeral.
I'd go oO;;
Like I wanted to.
And feel out of place. xD
Yet all I'm doing now.
I bet Tara would go to.
After finding this out.
If she wouldn't I'd make her.
Is sitting here.
oO;;; Insert Generic Shojo laugh here.
Playing WoW.
Wewt. x3
Being mean to my boyfriend.
My lip won't quit bleeding.
Which I'm not meaning to it's just happening...
I think I'm like...
And crying.
Keeping it from healing oO;
I'm so fucking weak.
Oh well... Atleast Alucard likes it.
I can't even call my friends back.
=D
To let them cheer me up.
I really hope something I ordered comes in today.
I don't want to be cheered up.
I dont care which thing...
I want to feel how she did.
Any of them.
Laying there.
They all come in this week I know...
Not being able to move.
All of them were like 3-5 days.
I wonder if she could hear people around her...
Two shipped on the 1st.
If she could even think...
And the other...
"I'm not going to come out of this"
Hell if I know.
"I'm going to die"
I'll probably get mai Hellsing this weekend.
...
-Dances around-
I can't even imagin how that felt...
Hot damn.
I don't want to.
^_^
Now I'm back in my stupid "Scared about dying mode"
But I have a ton of shit to read this week.
I hate it.
X____X
It gets to be all I can think about...
Not that I'm complaining.
I don't know why I'm scared of it.
D-gray, Kyo, G.Heaven.
Considering how much I want it to happen at times.
...And some other stuffs... oO;;
Thinking back on times...
-Dance-
I should shut up.
Something may be put off if my JTHM comes in though.
Really.
Not Kyo. I think I've had it longest.
So I will now.
Been wanting to read it... so I dunno why I haven't yet.
Whatever.
I'm tempted to watch the anime.
I'm fucking stopping this before I let anything else out.
It comes on a channel I watch.
...
But I heard its spoilerful.
Goodbye.
Anyway. I'm out... Schoolwork needs to be done.

x_x

Yay.

Ok Byes nows.

=D